just like an oddy-time

awkward day,in awkward time,i put some strawberry on my tiny cup,one aple,one pear,and a few pieces of orange..(geez! how healthy i am? hahaha.
sooooo....now,i've been thinking awkward (it can be the prolouge i've choosen!! (*emang ada pilihannya?hem-_-)
..this gloomy tuesday shows their shelter.happy for it?or just feeling 'oh its kinda oddy-time ever'?,abisnya jakarta akhir2 ini panasnya kebangetan.tuesday it like a spine-hilling hard day to be passed anyway.(*kalo kata temen2 fkg sih judulnya 'teror konser').but it was.mau gak mau yakan :).*flash..i remember my 'magical words' in negative situation.just pretend!!,the means are:
when get bored->just pretend that i have sumthin 'freshy-happy' to do.
when get angry->just pretend that i am not.and give me your big grin :D
when get tired->just pretend that i am an energic-young-people who used to do everything easily!,cause in my thought it all can stimulate our feelings,and intellective to be a positive condition.
oooh..live life my life!"i put some seeds into it,and that's what i get,but the process will be determined
in live we point our own picture of what we want,then make it reality. it's not easy ,but it's not impossible.hehe ya gak?

silent reverie

been a quite for a while,sometimes make me feel good. oh i need some distraction.dancing,singing,theater maybe??? :D
i want to be empty,let me be empty,...that would take me on a new-something,like an arts workers who just started drawing.
pulled from the wreckage of my silent reverie,i'll keep on building my new spirit to face this responsibility.yah! this semester will be a kinda hard-working.
bismillah. luruskan niat saya ya Allah . semangaaattt!!!!!


dear Allah,let this lil' girl grown into an intelligent dentist, strong, earthy, and always make her parents happy all the timeee. amin :)

jaman dulu.ini dulu,dulu.duluuuu

this is the time when i was in junior high school.which one looks like me?
hahaha :D -bottom left-

captured people.captured me.

ayooo!! semangat tikaaa...Allah Maha Mengetahui
cobaan akan mengujimu untuk naik ke 'level' yang lebih tinggi
introspeksi.introspeksi.introspeksi. belajar dari apa yang kurang-kurang :)

Conquering Great Etudes at Ghoete haus

hi blogish.i am back :),ah by the way.I'm on happily-atm,you know what ,well ofcourse Allah loves me ,thus I am still given the chance to breath,think,feel the 'love' from closest people I had,aaand wait! 'still have a sense of missed with boyfie :D.(hey yu :*)
now its all about recital piano i've watched yesterday
yeaaayy!!word to impress = 'thumbs up' for this concert !


Together in one recital,12 pianist just make me amazed!,they are conquer the great etudes of Chopin, Liszt, Rachmaninoff, Scriabin, Debussy and many more in a recital at Goethe Haus Institute.

The 11 pianists featured in this upcoming recital have received some intensive learning from renowned award winner Dr. Johannes S. Nugroho. A member of Pelita Harapan University faculty members, Dr. Johannes S. Nugroho represented Indonesia in the 1991 Hong Kong International Performing Arts Festival and has actively performed in numerous major cities both in Indonesia and the USA as a solo piano recitalist, a piano soloist with orchestra, a chamber musician and a piano collaborator.

-this is the video (*sbenernya mau ng-upload byk,tp wifi lg kayak old-ciput -_-)


I have to say that it is quite interesting to find a recital that is focusing on etude compositions. An etude – French for study - is a considerably difficult instrumental musical composition that is designed to provide practice material for perfecting a particular technical skill. However, the tradition of writing etudes for piano somehow became popular in the early 19th Century. Even until now, etudes that were composed by Carl Czerny and Muzio Clementi are still in use as teaching material in many conservatories around the world.

oh ya, the concert start on 07.00 pm- 09.30 pm,aand everything looks so amazing to me,the music is very classical. first i thought that there are some jazz or blues thingy mixed with classic,but it is 'pure'. I came to this concert with my besties marrisha *she looks nice tonight!kewl beb.hahaha :))

naah,disini juga ada pameran buku chord gitu,banyak banget mulai dari chopin-beethoven-tsaichovsky, etc.hmm ada juga eye-catching accessories2 loh,surely 'piano thingy' and i bought this cool stuff :

grumble permission

if i could stop the world for a while.please just for a while, because i feel exhausted.-- now,i just can't facing the world.


is it true that menstruation cycle playing a roll of a dumb-emotionally into women's feeling.
so much to do
so much to tell
so much to know
so much to think

and i don't even know,how to start with

being conscious.i used to trying not grumbling whatever--
but tonight just give me permission to feel that *yeah u're understandable for grumbling bla-blabla-