Monday, 10 June 2013
Presentation
Performing Balinese Contemporer Dance in The 38'th APDSA Thailand 2011
Land a Hand Project- Community service (co-organized by APDSA)
Sunday, 18 September 2011
la mémoire of APDSA

It’s been a month or so from the 38th APDSA congress which was held in Bangkok-Thailand on the 15th to the 21st of August, although being back and returning to daily school activities i still can’t shake the euforia I got from the congress and a piece of my heart is left behind in Thailand making me miss it even more. During those amazing 6 days I left for a congress that I thought as always would be a memorable experience but as is completed my journey to the land of smiles i came back wanting for more as I yearn to relive those 6 days and wishing it would never end.hehe :D
This simply-narration is a retrospect of my personal experience during the congress which I want to share with all of you.
First of all,APDSA is a Dentistry Student Association of Asia-Pacific, founded in 1968 which is affiliated with the Asia-Pacific Dental Federation (APDF). This year there were 11 country as partisipants; Thailand,Australia,Hongkong, Fiji, Indonesia,Japan,Malaysia,New Zealand,Philippines,South-Korea,Taiwan.
Congress consists of several activities such as: lecture, scientific research competition, anual general meetings, cultural night,and the most fun activity is tours!! :D haha..- almost everyday we had a tour programme.
As the title implies I would like to give you my personal reasons why this congress was so spectacular for me and those who attended it.
Enough introductions let’s start!7 things that kept me in awe--
1. The hotel

We can’t start this post without the mention of the venue where we had the congress The Rama Garden Hotel, Bangkok
During those 5 days we had most of our activities and interact with the other participants of the congress in this wonderful hotel.Time flies during the day and without even realizing it it’s already time for the opening ceremony. This really stood out for me

The night went on to be a memorable one as we were serenaded by the Srinakharinwirot University Orchestra for the Opening Ceremony.
2.Tours
1. Rattanakosin Tour
During the Rattanakosin tour i got a glimpse of how much the culture is not just a history but as an identity and part of themselves. Their devotion to their culture is truly admirable.

The reclining buddha one of the must see spots in Bangkok. Here we have one of the participants taking part in local culture by giving alms to the monks by dropping coins into bowls which with it then the monks will use it to purchase food.
2. Chao Praya River Cruise
We had a nice dinner on the boat, something i was not expecting at all. The view in the boat isn’t bad either seeing you get a meal and tour of the city at the same time, with some in cruise entertainment.
3. Optional tour (Bang Pa in Palace,Ayyuthaya City)
OK,-don’t get me started on sceneries there, if you are a camera junkie then Thailand is the place to get out those SLR’s and start collecting your photos.These are above just some examples of what the eye candy Thailand has to offer you.
3. The Food
If you’re palate is of those looking for exotic and spicy cuisines then Thailand is the place for you.

The curry was one of the best dishes i’ve had in during my stay in Thailand. A visit to Thailand wouldn’t be complete with out a visit to the world famous Thai dish.
4. The lecture and seminar
The APDSA congress wouldn’t be complete without the collection of speakers sharing their knowledge in the field of dentistry. This year it was quite short but very inspiring and engaging lecture.

5. Scientific Research Competition
This part is devided into oral presentation and poster presentation.We get the opportunity to present our research,with tittled “Effect of Papaya Leaves Extract on The Viability and Cell Apoptotic Induction on HSC-2 Human Oral Cavity Cancer (in vitro)”.


6. Cultural Night and Closing Ceremony
In this event we’d like to perform balinese contemporer dance, we practiced about 2 months before ,guided by alfa plus. I’m glad we could participated to introduce indonesian cultured abroad. They’re also interested in our culture actually, it’s evidenced by many requests for taking pictures after we perform .xoxo-

7. New Friends
I bet that no one in this event who did not get a new friend from abroad or even domestic. It was great to have a big family like this ^^.

This is the end of my story i hope you guys enjoyed reading it as i did making it. I would like to close my story with kinda-persuating words “come,and join us in a big family of APDSA next year,in Cairns-Australia!! Go get your own experiences dentist .Explore your knowledge,culture and of course, establish your friends from various country ”
Friday, 9 September 2011
Passion or Obsession??

Passion is one of the most important keys to success in any arena of life.Ya- i do believe it! When you have passion in your life you wake up excited about your day. You make the right decisions, you get more done in less time, and things flow for you. If you harness your passion, people will believe in you, trust in you, and want to support you. No greatness can happen without a person’s passion behind it. But what exactly is passion??
Passion is a love of something. It is a strong feeling of desire to achieve something. In a way, it is almost like an obsession. It guides your thinking, it dictates your logic, it motivates you, it propels you to continuously take action. You can’t put your passion down, you can’t wait to get up in the morning and pursue it. You can never get enough of it, and you would do it whether you got paid or not. It’s that special something…
That special something can’t be a material object, though. That’s the difference between passion and an unhealthy obsession. Passion is based around a goal, an internalized goal, a core value. When you participate in your passion, it gives you a sense of achievement and accomplishment.
An obsession is just wanting something really badly. For example, wanting the newest and hottest fashion items so badly that it dominates your thinking and dictates your actions is not about passion. If getting new shoes and handbags and outfits drives you and motivates you in your everyday actions, you are obsessed and that’s not good. On the other hand, loving fashion and wanting to do whatever you can to be around it, whether it be designing clothes, blogging about the newest products, starting your own retail outlet, or anything else: that is a passion. It’s a subtle difference, but an important one.
Your passion can’t be a desire for an object. It has to based around an internal goal, and it has to be something you determine for yourself. You shouldn’t “adopt” a passion because it’s trendy and popular. Your passion needs to be something that you genuinely feel strongly about. When you find and harness that genuine passion, you’ll have the drive to continuously pursue it, you’ll have the determination and the tenacity to forge on, and you will find a way to succeed because your motivation will push you toward your goals.
Passion is the underlying power beneath everything you do. Without it, you cannot find true success.
Tuesday, 6 September 2011
wow!you gotta be kidding me-such a great spirit 'uh?

Being a dentist is awesome:
We decide who should wear a crown, we plan bridges like engineers ,we extract roots like mathematicians, we make people suffer like bankers , we are always late like grooms ..but the most fantastic of all is that we make people smile more like clowns. Laugh to show those beautiful teeth that we've made !! ♥
We don't make the world turn round but we MAKE THE WORLD SMILE:D
Proud to be a dentist =D
- Quoted from somewhere out there -
Monday, 5 September 2011
Friday, 2 September 2011
Mitos vs Fakta Seputar Gigi dan Mulut

Berikut adalah mitos2 yang sering kita dengar di masyarakat mengenai gigi dan mulut :), lets check them all,i would be glad if this article can help you guys answer the issues from your family,friends,society,new people,your girl/boyfriend,even your lecturer *if you are a dental student ;)hehehe
Mitos: Gigi atas yang sakit jika dicabut akan mempengaruhi syaraf mata. Bahkan dapat menyebabkan kebutaan.
Fakta: Syaraf yang mempersyarafi gigi geligi atas berbeda dengan syaraf mata. Bila seseorang sakit gigi karena karies (lubang gigi) pada gigi atas, penjalaran infeksinya memang dapat mencapai pipi hingga mata. Namun pencabutan gigi atas tidak akan menyebabkan kebutaan.
Mitos: Sakit gigi dapat disembuhkan cukup dengan minum obat penghilang rasa sakit (analgesik).
Fakta: Obat “pain killer” hanya membantu untuk menghilangkan rasa sakit sementara, namun infeksi bakteri pada gigi tetap ada dan suatu waktu rasa sakit akan timbul lagi. Maka jika terjadi karies, gigi tersebut harus dirawat. Bila karies belum mencapai jaringan syaraf, gigi masih bisa ditambal. Namun bila jaringan syaraf sudah terekspos, maka gigi sudah tidak bisa langsung ditambal tapi harus dilakukan perawatan saluran akar terlebih dulu.
Mitos: Gigi tidak perlu dicabut dan boleh dibiarkan saja bila yang tersisa tinggal akarnya saja. Toh, sudah tidak ada keluhan yang dirasakan.
Fakta: Bila gigi berlubang dibiarkan dan tidak dirawat, lama kelamaan gigi tersebut dapat patah sedikit demi sedikit karena adanya tekanan kunyah. Pada akhirnya, mahkota gigi habis dan yang tersisa tinggal akarnya saja. Biasanya pada gigi tersebut sudah tidak ada keluhan lagi. Namun bukan berati masalah sudah selesai. Akar gigi yang terekspos dengan lingkungan gigi tetap dapat menjadi sumber infeksi. oleh karena itu, biarpun sudah tidak terasa sakit gigi tersebut tetap harus dicabut dan dibuatkan gigi tiruan penggantinya.
Mitos: Anak yang punya kebiasaan menghisap jari giginya bisa maju atau tonggos.
Fakta: Banyak penelitian yang mengungkapkan bahwa kebiasaan thumb sucking pada anak dapat menyebabkan gigi depannya tonggos, tapi bergantung pada beberapa hal. Misalnya, sampai berapa lama anak tersebut terbiasa menghisap jari. Seberapa sering ia menghisap jari dalam sehari dan besarnya tekanan hisap si anak juga dapat mempengaruhi derajat keparahan. Kebiasaan menghisap jari yang bertahan antara 36 dan 48 bulan dapat meningkatkan resiko majunya gigi depan secara signifikan.
Mitos: Bila seseorang sakit gigi lebih baik dicabut daripada ditambal, karena setelah ditambal pun masih bisa sakit lagi.
Fakta: Pencabutan gigi adalah alternatif terakhir, bila perawatan lain sudah tidak mungkin dilakukan. Gigi sebisa mungkin dipertahankan dalam mulut, karena kehilangan satu gigi saja sudah dapat mengurangi efektivitas dalam pengunyahan. Gigi yang hilang sebaiknya diganti dengan gigi tiruan, namun sebaik apapun gigi tiruan masih lebih baik gigi aslinya. Saat ini ilmu dan teknologi di bidang kedokteran gigi telah berkembang pesat. Material kedokteran gigi terus menerus diperbaiki, sehingga hasil tambalan yang baik dan tahan lama dapat dicapai.
Mitos: Bau mulut disebabkan karena adanya masalah di pencernaan.
Fakta: Banyak penelitian yang menyebutkan bahwa 85 % bau mulut berasal dari gigi dan mulut. Bau mulut yang disebabkan oleh perut sangat jarang terjadi. Bau mulut disebabkan oleh bakteri yang bersarang di dalam mulut, bisa berada di gusi yang meradang, gigi yang berlubang, karang gigi, tambalan yang bocor, dan terutama di bagian belakang lidah. Bakteri yang berkembang dalam lingkungan tanpa oksigen ini memproduksi gas berbau yang disebut ‘volatile sulfur compound’. Inilah yang menyebabkan bau mulut.
Mitos: Obat kumur dapat menghilangkan bau mulut.
Fakta: Menurut suatu penelitian yang menguji keefektifan obat kumur yang mengandung essential oil, jumlah bakteri berkurang secara bermakna 12 jam setelah penggunaan. Namun obat kumur hanya efektif dalam jangka waktu yang pendek. Malahan, pemilihan obat kumur harus dilakukan secara hati-hati, karena obat kumur berbahan dasar alkohol justru dapat memperberat bau mulut bila digunakan secara berlebihan, karena kandungan alkohol dapat membuat mulut menjadi kering. Untuk menghilangkan, atau setidaknya mengurangi bau mulut, pembersihan gigi tidak difokuskan ke permukaan gigi saja melainkan ke seluruh permukaan yang ada di dalam rongga mulut. Terutama jaringan lunak seperti lidah dan gusi.
Mitos: Pencabutan gigi tidak boleh dilakukan pada saat wanita sedang menstruasi.
Fakta: Perubahan hormonal yang dialami wanita turut mempengaruhi keadaan di rongga mulutnya. Saat menstruasi, terjadi perubahan hormonal yaitu peningkatan kadar estrogen dan progesteron yang dapat menyebabkan gusi lebih rentan terhadap peradangan. Meski demikian, pencabutan tetap dapat dilakukan pada saat wanita sedang menstruasi. Untuk menghindari resiko, pencabutan sebaiknya ditunda hingga minggu terakhir siklus menstruasi di mana kadar estrogen sedang rendah.
Mitos: Bila gigi anak berlubang tidak perlu ditambal karena nanti juga akan digantikan oleh gigi tetap/permanen.
Fakta: Gigi anak yang berlubang tetap harus ditambal, karena gigi yang berlubang dan tidak dirawat dapat menyebabkan infeksi menjalar ke jaringan pendukung gigi. Hal ini akan mempengaruhi gigi permanennya yang sedang dalam tahap tumbuh kembang. Selain itu adanya karies pada gigi anak dapat menyebabkan anak berkurang nafsu makan dan cenderung rewel.
Mitos: Sariawan disebabkan oleh kekurangan vitamin C.
Fakta: Sariawan dalam dunia medis disebut dengan aphtous stomatitis. Penyebab dari penyakit ini belum diketahui secara pasti, namun ada banyak faktor yang diyakini berkaitan dalam memicu terjadinya sariawan. Di antaranya adalah menurunnya sistem imun (kekebalan tubuh), stress, trauma pada jaringan lunak dalam rongga mulut (seperti tergigit yang berulang-ulang), kurang nutrisi, atau disebabkan karena obat-obatan tertentu. Bila sariawan terjadi berulang-ulang dan hilang timbul, maka disebut recurrent aphtous stomatitis (RAS).
(Sumber: klikdokter.com)
Saturday, 6 August 2011
cum laude to undefined happiness
Dear blogger,
yaaauu,being missing for like thousand days,its been an exams month and research-thing,so its kinda hectic month ya,hehe?
this is the word for me : Crazy little thing called HAPPY!! ya!i'am happy more than anything.
Alhamdulillah ya Allah
The thing is : this semester IP naaaiik,dan Alhamdulillah bisa menyandang gelar CUMLAUDE lagi..
the same,*always the same expression i had = 'crying',no- its not because cengeng,my tears just came out.:P
Pertolongan Allah.Dalam Al-Qur’an Surat Al-Baqarah ayat 257 menyebutkan:“Allah itu penolong (pimpinan) orang-orang yang beriman”
Derajat yang tinggi di dunia dan di akhirat.“ Allah mengangkat mereka yang beriman diantara kalian dan mereka yang diberi ilmu dengan derajat yang tinggi”.(Al-Mujadalah:11)
dari sini sadar banget,Allah dapat dengan mudahnya membolak-balikkan keadaan, -it happend to me, smester lalu sempat turun nilainya,dan sadar bgt kalo itu memang kehendak-Nya, ya. bukan untuk menangisi kenapa bisa turun nilainya,tapi saat itu memang 'ego',sedih banget kalo ingat ips yang turun *i just can't hide my feeling at that time,mulai saat itu saya bertekad dengan sungguh-sungguh ,insyAllah saya akan mengembalikan ips saya seperti sebelumnya dengan ber-nazar.
aaand it is true that Allah loves me in a way. Ia dpt dengan mudah menurunkan derajat manusia,dan mengembalikan ke keadaan semula,bahkan keadaan yang tidak dapat disangka oleh umatNya
All i hve to do now-> bismillah saya akan melaksanakan nazar saya :)

I love Allah because HE is the ONE, THE ONLY ONE!!!
yaaauu,being missing for like thousand days,its been an exams month and research-thing,so its kinda hectic month ya,hehe?
this is the word for me : Crazy little thing called HAPPY!! ya!i'am happy more than anything.
Alhamdulillah ya Allah
The thing is : this semester IP naaaiik,dan Alhamdulillah bisa menyandang gelar CUMLAUDE lagi..
the same,*always the same expression i had = 'crying',no- its not because cengeng,my tears just came out.:P
Pertolongan Allah.Dalam Al-Qur’an Surat Al-Baqarah ayat 257 menyebutkan:“Allah itu penolong (pimpinan) orang-orang yang beriman”
Derajat yang tinggi di dunia dan di akhirat.“ Allah mengangkat mereka yang beriman diantara kalian dan mereka yang diberi ilmu dengan derajat yang tinggi”.(Al-Mujadalah:11)
dari sini sadar banget,Allah dapat dengan mudahnya membolak-balikkan keadaan, -it happend to me, smester lalu sempat turun nilainya,dan sadar bgt kalo itu memang kehendak-Nya, ya. bukan untuk menangisi kenapa bisa turun nilainya,tapi saat itu memang 'ego',sedih banget kalo ingat ips yang turun *i just can't hide my feeling at that time,mulai saat itu saya bertekad dengan sungguh-sungguh ,insyAllah saya akan mengembalikan ips saya seperti sebelumnya dengan ber-nazar.
aaand it is true that Allah loves me in a way. Ia dpt dengan mudah menurunkan derajat manusia,dan mengembalikan ke keadaan semula,bahkan keadaan yang tidak dapat disangka oleh umatNya
All i hve to do now-> bismillah saya akan melaksanakan nazar saya :)

I love Allah because HE is the ONE, THE ONLY ONE!!!
Saturday, 25 June 2011
another coffee time

(Rasanya aneh mulai mengetik untuk sebuah tulisan blog yang agak panjang (baca= lebih dari 140 karakter) karena ternyata kalimat-kalimat pendek yang membatasi itu malah lebih bisa membebaskan)
(Ketuk-ketuk kuku di meja kayu)
(Aduk-aduk chocochinno instan)
(Seruput. Browsing-browsing dulu)
ooh..I think I don't care much for the world that I live in, where visibility is much appreciated than ability. And facts are not as important as the perception of it.
What are your hobbies, dreams, passions, even fetish? Because you can sell everything nowadays. If you're young, be loud. Come up with as many ideas as possible. Even when you fail, they'll see that you've tried.
Don't be afraid to re-invent yourself berkali-kali.
Saturday, 18 June 2011
JL-for John Legend :*
I'm not even a big 'R&B' fan, but just there's something about John Legend! mabye his piano fascinated me always <3.everythin' sounds to him is "geez, you're amazing.
His song is so simple but yet beautiful and has powerful messages. I <3
Thursday, 16 June 2011
when i miss you. i just want to sing you a song,poppa
the way he sang to me,mom,brother,also in some events
the way he played guitar,piano,harmonica to us
the way he makes salsa's or another dance with me and my mom
the way he played the doll with me
the way he teach me how to ride a bike
the way he made pancake or just friedrice to breakfast on sunday morning
the way he cooked us with his secreatly-recipe,nyummy!
the way he show me his tricky-adorable when i got bored
the way he strokin my hair and kiss my forehead
the way he tried to teach me how's life should be lived
the way he hug me so tight
the way you love my fams with your 'own' way..
fellows,have you ever miss your dad like i do now? i miss him so damn,and this is another time i cried,when i miss him,i know,its surely had a background over this tears away. its been 6 years my dad works abroad,which routinly 2 months or more there and 2 weeks in indonesia,his job needed him there. after pakistan,abu dhabi,dubai,turkey,and now iraq. i do care with him, cause he said that "..i work here escorted by two soldiers everyday,..i um,lil-bit dislike the taste of food here,so i really wanna cook dinner with my own.."
god,please save my dad wherever he was,bless him with healthy,stength.and ease of luck.
oh this is my chat on skype-dash with him,last night :D

this is songs for you,i just clearly-remembered you sang this song on your friends farewell party ,home (oftentimes),and another places you used to be
i do love you..
the way he played guitar,piano,harmonica to us
the way he makes salsa's or another dance with me and my mom
the way he played the doll with me
the way he teach me how to ride a bike
the way he made pancake or just friedrice to breakfast on sunday morning
the way he cooked us with his secreatly-recipe,nyummy!
the way he show me his tricky-adorable when i got bored
the way he strokin my hair and kiss my forehead
the way he tried to teach me how's life should be lived
the way he hug me so tight
the way you love my fams with your 'own' way..
fellows,have you ever miss your dad like i do now? i miss him so damn,and this is another time i cried,when i miss him,i know,its surely had a background over this tears away. its been 6 years my dad works abroad,which routinly 2 months or more there and 2 weeks in indonesia,his job needed him there. after pakistan,abu dhabi,dubai,turkey,and now iraq. i do care with him, cause he said that "..i work here escorted by two soldiers everyday,..i um,lil-bit dislike the taste of food here,so i really wanna cook dinner with my own.."
god,please save my dad wherever he was,bless him with healthy,stength.and ease of luck.
oh this is my chat on skype-dash with him,last night :D

this is songs for you,i just clearly-remembered you sang this song on your friends farewell party ,home (oftentimes),and another places you used to be
i do love you..
Tuesday, 14 June 2011
went to nangor :)
Monday, 13 June 2011
"the more you can explain with simple words,the more you get the hang of"
Sunday, 12 June 2011
Monday, 6 June 2011
goodnight
well,"even if ,all occasion comes from the intention,spirit and hope,it won't work if no action."
Tuesday, 31 May 2011
Monday, 23 May 2011
ooh..put the records on
so, i tried to covered this gaga's song,i like the lyric's.but,i dont really sure what to sang this song fluently.and you can see some mistakes i made,because this is the first time i covered dance-pop song to (what to call?hm..lil-bit,no- it cud be much slow tempo.hehe *liriknya aja masih lirik-lirik :P.
born this way (cover)
*gini nih,kalo baru nemu kuncinya di keyboard.tanpa diulang2.hasilnya= lirik-lirik :D
born this way (cover)
*gini nih,kalo baru nemu kuncinya di keyboard.tanpa diulang2.hasilnya= lirik-lirik :D
Sunday, 15 May 2011
:'(
emang gak bisa dipungkiri,kalo barang yg kita beli dgn duit hasil jerih payah sendiri(*ok,lets we called some-schoolarship fee)hilang begitu aja itu...just like 'torn part of your heart' crushing you easily.dan saya pastikan bahwa itu hilang TANPA JEJAK!
it was happened to me. i lose my ipod!! dont know how to express my feeling now,for sure i am a lil'bit depression .but i do regret for my carelessness.oh poor me.
i just hope,for someone who found my ipod,please do return it for me,cause its very meaningful to me. please.
but i have to say goodbye to mine..
it was happened to me. i lose my ipod!! dont know how to express my feeling now,for sure i am a lil'bit depression .but i do regret for my carelessness.oh poor me.
i just hope,for someone who found my ipod,please do return it for me,cause its very meaningful to me. please.
but i have to say goodbye to mine..
Saturday, 14 May 2011
Friday, 13 May 2011
even this illness is a gift
vomiting.nausea.sweat-trilling.time disoriented.dizzy-head.my conditions lately.
i've been considered that i had 'bad-circumstances' of body and soul needed since mid-exam.*basically the core is 'Allah sedang menguji saya,tepat di ujian tengah semester yang superb dahsyat'
semoga sakitnya bisa menggugurkan dosa ,Amiin.
now, i feel lil' bit okay at least udah gak muntah2 lg :)
back when dad just called me minutes ago, he said " knapa sakit? apa terlalu stress belajarnya? papa kan sudah bilang belajar itu nyantai,jangan merasa terbebani harus cepat selesai kuliahnya",
yah-not like any others parents who ask their child to study-hard,our parents didn't do that.how come? -i just don't know-, even myriad accomplishment we've got (me and my brother),he just said : "good sweetheart! you are genius" then he kissed our forehead.no 'thing' gifted-like others kids got.if you ask me wether i'm jealous? YES ! of course,but it first :),now all i understand enough is he wants built my character on his way.
when i was a lil' girl dad always said " spend your time with reading", and i think that its actually his legacy.i ever ask to dad : "dad,what professional,you want me to be,when i grow up? doctor/entrepreneur/an artist?? and he just said :"i just want you to be yourself,a "good people" honey."
(^there must be some meaning based on his words,and i think i got the sense :)
talk about my childhood life. i remember each part of mine. clearly,my home is fully with musical thingy,and the classical music which always fly around("maybe my ego formed from it).but,it changed about junior-highschool student i lost my familiarity w/ classical music,it switch with another popular genre which easily volatile at that time,like kinda-jazz,alt-rock,country,pop,bla-bla ..i like it,but my soul is just not into that.
oh i think i have a 'flight of idea"-> jadi kemana-mana gini bicaranya -___-
okey-dokeey.i think i got a boom-boom spirit to accomplish my life,i mean my entire 'line of duty' ,bismillah..
i've been considered that i had 'bad-circumstances' of body and soul needed since mid-exam.*basically the core is 'Allah sedang menguji saya,tepat di ujian tengah semester yang superb dahsyat'
semoga sakitnya bisa menggugurkan dosa ,Amiin.
now, i feel lil' bit okay at least udah gak muntah2 lg :)
back when dad just called me minutes ago, he said " knapa sakit? apa terlalu stress belajarnya? papa kan sudah bilang belajar itu nyantai,jangan merasa terbebani harus cepat selesai kuliahnya",
yah-not like any others parents who ask their child to study-hard,our parents didn't do that.how come? -i just don't know-, even myriad accomplishment we've got (me and my brother),he just said : "good sweetheart! you are genius" then he kissed our forehead.no 'thing' gifted-like others kids got.if you ask me wether i'm jealous? YES ! of course,but it first :),now all i understand enough is he wants built my character on his way.
when i was a lil' girl dad always said " spend your time with reading", and i think that its actually his legacy.i ever ask to dad : "dad,what professional,you want me to be,when i grow up? doctor/entrepreneur/an artist?? and he just said :"i just want you to be yourself,a "good people" honey."
(^there must be some meaning based on his words,and i think i got the sense :)
talk about my childhood life. i remember each part of mine. clearly,my home is fully with musical thingy,and the classical music which always fly around("maybe my ego formed from it).but,it changed about junior-highschool student i lost my familiarity w/ classical music,it switch with another popular genre which easily volatile at that time,like kinda-jazz,alt-rock,country,pop,bla-bla ..i like it,but my soul is just not into that.
oh i think i have a 'flight of idea"-> jadi kemana-mana gini bicaranya -___-
okey-dokeey.i think i got a boom-boom spirit to accomplish my life,i mean my entire 'line of duty' ,bismillah..
Sunday, 8 May 2011
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